jealous !

I may look happy all the time to most people .

But no one actually knows how I really feel in the inside .

Actually sometime I get jealous with my little bro

Because everybody proud of him

But I think no one proud of me.. =(

and that will make me down n feel give up 

I started to write blog because every time when I'm sad or happy,

it's either I can't find anyone to talk about it or nothing comes out of my lips .

I don't know how to describe how I feel so I decided to write them out in words . 

Somehow it makes me feel better in the inside . 

Whenever anything happens , 

I always tell myself everything will be okay in the end . 

Cause everything happens for a reason . 

I believe everyone has to place to go or things to do when they are sad and down to make them feel better . 

Since I can't go anywhere for now , 

this blog is the only way for me to ease my pain . 

The only thing in my life that listens to whatever I want to say .
At least for now .

to my self :   

it's not gonna be easy to live

 in the earth as a human being..

yes, it's really hard to live, 

but...

don't ever give up..

because.....

the world is actually a very 

beautiful place to live in..

you just don't know about it yet... ;)

just be strong

allah s.w.t will always with  you!