i wish

I had the courage to say what was really on my mind..

I wish I could care less about what other people feel or think..

I wish I could go all out without worrying about hurting other people's feelings..

I wish I could turn back bad time and slap myself for not being able to bring out creativity and fun to my life..

But it just a wish.. the reality is I can’t do that

 because this is my self

Always can’t say anything in my mind

Always like to care about other people feel or think

Worrying if I hurt other people’s feelings

Just stay alone and keep blame myself