.. about time..

this is story about time

time always past by

i just realize how important of time even every seconds

1 seconds will move while i write this post

Soon the seconds will add up to a minute
and minutes will add up to be an hour
and then come days, weeks, months and years
Time files whether we want it or not
We can't never stop time even a second
And we can't never wish for them to go by slowly
We can't never turn back time

With the blink of an eye
I am nearing my graduation
In less than a year, I will find my job.. hope so

in 3 or 4 year i will get married.. 
And greet a new chapter in my life

When I was way way younger
I use to think that being a young adult is an achievement

always think about want to be an adult soon
An achievement in life where we finally "made it"
But now turning 23 in a about month's time
I see that I still have a long way before I "made it" in life

I'm only beginning to live life
The real world is waiting for me once I graduating

What am I to do after my graduation?
I fear of it.. huhu
I'm afraid to take the next step in my life
I'm afraid thinking if I can't fulfill the dreams that I have set for myself

and the dream of my family
I'm afraid, will I never meet my target in life
I'm afraid of my life after this

i want to be a good person

i want to be a daughter that my parent can be proud of me

i want to have a good life

so i have to face with my fear..

i need to be strong

i need someone to talk to

i need someone who i can shared everything

i need someone who can advised me..

all i need is strength!