.. Does he think I'm too sensitive? ..

Dear You.

I had a brutal crush on you by doing something that u do not like but I said to myself I wouldn't do anything about it. When I heard about you and another girl though, I thought it's now or never. So I simply walked to where you were and since then there has only been you.
You make me laugh so much and you awakens every butterfly in me. You whisper sweet words in my ear and I want to hug you all the time and you tell me you want me to. I don't think about what's happening or will happen, I'm just enjoying every moment with you.i really want to be with you
But in every relationship we have, sooner or later we will have argue. And suddenly it all feels so fragile. now i keep asking about something in my mind..

What will happen now?
How much does he like me?
Will this end what's between us?
Wow, there's so many things and i think like I still don't know about him.

and keep asking ..Will he hurt me?
Will he say things that makes me cry?
If I stay now, will he take me in his arms if I get sad?
If I go now, will he call me tomorrow?
Gosh, WHY do I have to be so emotional?
Does he think I'm too sensitive?

Does he know about the reality?why would he also tell me he doesn't want to be with anyone else?
I hope that part wont change now when we argue.
Is he as scared of all those feelings as I am?
I wish I was a mind reader so i can read his mind
What was we even arguing about?
Oh, I remember. Are we really having an argue about that?
Well, I guess this learns us that both are really stubborn.

i keep asking and he keep say plz dont!I don't want him over there. I want him to be closer.
Will he reject me if I ask for a kiss instead of talking about whatever we think different about?

I really want you. I really like you. i really love u. But I don't tell you . Instead I'm doing what I know is wrong . I keep talking about her. Keep looking at her picture when i think about her because in my mind, i'll keep saying that she's perfect for u .. i'm sorry.. i love u so much...