..ITS 9/10/11..

Well..as you guys know today is 9/10/11

if you guys read my last update in my blog,

i've list the date that i hope will be my sweet day, my nice day and anything that can make me happy

it is becoz i think that 9/10/11 is very nice date 

and i hope that date can be one of the happy day that i can remember it

but

Woke up this morning with the anxious and empty feeling again
I just hate those time where I just feel sad for no reason
Tears will collect in my eyes for no reason
I just feel like bursting out crying

well..
Too many things took place within these few days or weeks
Things that reminds me of the reality of life..

and now i realize something..

today is just a day like other day..

and 9/10/11 already turn to 10/10/11

honestly i feel sad but nothing that we can do

mse sentiase bergerak..

anyway i still keep hoping that another date that i wish could be my happy day will come true..