.. hope..

everything about hope!

I've put my hopes too high in whatever I do ,

even in study and also in my love life

but my hope will turn to sad feeling

and ended up getting disappointed every time .

Slowly , I'm kinda getting used to it already .

Getting used to whatever I do that goes wrong .

Getting used to DISAPPOINTMENT.

Getting used to FAILING.

Getting used to SADNESS

It's not hard to say good bye to the one we like

and fell for another one .

The one , that I think everything would be PERFECT .

But ... things turn out the other way around .

I did my best , but I doubt theres hopes .

and now

I lost hope .

someone told me , 

If something doesn't belong to you ,

Just let it go and get over it .

if u still want something that not belong to you

Someday that thing will leave u

When a person don't belong to you ,

They are meant for someone else out there .

Just not you .

Never knew I would fall for this person .

Never knew it could be him . 

Never knew somehow it kinda hurts in the inside 

we never know anything